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Broken Gate

A dream of a broken gate stirred me out of my slumber last night, at around 12 midnight. I got curious at the same time worried of such a dream, went on searching for meaning of such: To see a gate in your dream can represent opportunity. It can also represent safety and security. ... A broken and rusty gate might mean missed opportunities due to neglecting something, or it could mean you have neglected something that once was important to you. Source The line: "You have neglected something that one was important to you" was alarming and I spent a few more minutes pondering what was something I once thought of as important. I could not recall any promise or goal, I could only wonder if this was an omen to warn me of my carelessness and perhaps a missed focus. As I write this post, I recall the many times we talked about our dreams - at the instant that I awake, I'd send you message and you'll look it up and share some thoughts about it. It was one of those
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